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dear diary,
my life is a complete fiasco
the dashboard show is this weekend and i can't fit into my little sisters jeans anymore
my dad grounded me because he caught me in my moms make-up again
hes such a nazi.
i wish i could just run away somewhere where people could understand me
i make-out with one guy at a show and im gay?
hello?
its the new millenium
ever heard of experimentation?
i tried to cut my wrists yesterday
but some of the blood got on my pants
i totally freaked
needless to say, theyre ruined
anyways,
it seems like my life is a total abyss
im down to 98 pounds and i dont know what to do
maybe i should join the navy..
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[19 Oct 2005|06:32pm] |
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two guys from the fbi just showed up at my door?
for pointing laser pointers at fighter jets?
what the fuck.
derek quit pointing laser pointers at fighter jets
anyways,
i wanted to apologize to anyone tha might be mad at me
please dont take anything i say serious
i love everyone
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[18 Oct 2005|09:04pm] |
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damn, i feel im going no where in life
just a great big circle
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[30 Sep 2005|08:03pm] |
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i have a coalition of the willing
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[25 Sep 2005|05:42pm] |
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1. im fake
im an asshole
i try to act tough by talking shit
i have curly black hair
but when i can i straighten it
i wear a white belt
tight jeans
and make-up (preferabily black_)
i have some bad ass scene gloves
with little itty bitty skulls on them
i burn crosses;
and i say super after every phrase
WHO AM I?
2. I AM WILLING
i am a girl
i will give up my virginity to anyone
just to look cool
i put a single strand of hair in my eyes
i write sad poems
and put sad lyrics in my journal
i switch music prefrences as fast as tampons
it looks like someone pissed in my hair
i slang friends around like blow
and i dont shave
WHO AM I?
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[21 Sep 2005|06:55pm] |
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so uhm..
theres a lot of shit talking about james, andy, jhor, etc, etc
over being hypocrites?
i know everyone likes to talk shit about everyone else
but were all hypocrites in one way or another
IM A PROUD HYPOCRITE
yeah, yeah its true
i say "dont do that"
and five minutes later im doing it
so the fuck what?
i do it so people wont fuck up their lives the way i have
and so they wont make the same mistakes..
so before you go and talk shit about james
go and talk shit to just about every single individual
between the ages of 13 to 120
because i promise you
every single one of them is a hypocrite
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[18 Sep 2005|03:59pm] |
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im tired of going to o'connor
because people are getting on my nerves
not any of my friends of course
but certain people tend to get on my nerves
everybody is so hostile to each other
and all people like to do is talk shit about everyone else
i say we all just get along
no matter the color of our skin,
the depth of our body,
our height,
our hair being too short,
too blonde?
too straight?
to curly?
too dyed?
it shouldnt matter your religon
your tribe
or your alleged "crew"
throw your stupid fucking gang signs
why should we care?
none of us are gangsters
theres no
"latin kings"
"bloods"
"crips"
NOT IN TEXAS
MOB
LK
AK
CMB
CK
YT
NWA
can suck on my nuts
im for world peace
represnt yourself
not your friends
TXR - Only True Gangstas...
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[10 Sep 2005|10:40pm] |
okay nothings really new marie just left and now im bored
so im gonna write down whats been going on
i have a 7 o'clock probation, so quit telling me to go out
im not gonna fuck up already
& that probation lasts 6 months
uhm
i get drug tested
but i still smoke
so if you wanna smoke out before 7
give me a holla
also,
some people are under the impression that im "gay"
which is not true
i may give an occasional hand job to the black guy in 19th and Main
but it doesnt make me gay
ALSO:
i would like to adress the issue on Sam
i dont understand why everybody hates her
c'mon guys; cant we all just get alonnnnnng
i mean:
we all make mistakes, let alone use people and leave people, but seriously wasnt it Jesus who said:
Matthew 5:39
"I tell you not to resist a wicked man, but if any one strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other to him as well."
LETS ALL JUST GET ALONG!!
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[08 Sep 2005|08:01am] |
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Hurricane Katrina has affected many of us..
Please Donate
www.redcross.org
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[06 Sep 2005|04:37pm] |
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im back
finally im out of jail
the court decided to take me out of BCJD today
on a hard probabtion
i missed everyone
there was a big drug dealer in there
he would give us coke
for our snacks
i dont know how he got it through
because we get searched everytime we get out of visitation
but it was pretty good coke
im not gonna talk about anything else
I/M me if you wanna hear about my stay
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[28 Aug 2005|09:59pm] |
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the school is fucking insane
they suspended me over a fucking lip ring
a lip ring
who would suspend someone over a lip ring?
the school is more concentrated on your shorts being too short
or your hair being too long
or a ring being through your lip
more than they acctually care about:
your education
your life
YOU
im planning to take this in front of the school board
in a meeting
id rather be in school and making something of myself
than be sitting at home
jacking off to pictures of aria giovanni
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or terry shiavo
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[28 Mar 1984|09:39pm] |
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ah dude live journal fucking sucks
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| JUST TO LET EVERYBODY KNOW.. |
[10 Dec 1981|08:02pm] |
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DONT COMMENT TO BE ADDED
WERE ALREADY FRIENDS
IM NOT GONNA MAKE YOU GO THROUGH THE TROUBLE OF LOGGING INTO LJ TO READ MY THOUGHTS
EVEN THOUGH A GOOD NUMBER OF YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME...
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